momma stay here...

as ungrateful as all kids can be and how there are days where you sit back and truely wonder what the hell you were thinking having kids, today was one of those days where everything just reminded you why you had all these kids. My morning was kinda sucky just cause i woke up super sick. And my oldest daughter woke up puking. So I figured it was gonna be a shitty day all around. However, to my wonderful surprise my boys were damn near angels all day today. They played great with no fighting or destruction of the house. My oldest daughter sat on the couch chatting with me all day. and this evening my daughter had to have a root canal which she was desperately trying to convince me was no longer needed. But as we got closer to the dentist office she made sure to ask me if I was gonna stay back there with her and hold her hand if needed. And at that moment although she is 15 and thinks she is very grown up, at that moment I got to be her momma for a bit. and no she didnt need me to hold her hand but she kept looking to make sure i was still sitting close to her. Just a simple small but much needed reminder that she still needs me. Even if tomorrow she doesnt give it a thought that i sat there next to her for and hour and a half. And thats ok. Cause for a moment she needed me and thats something only a momma can understand.