take it or leave it

ok so Im dropping weight at a decent speed, but as with any weight loss its not leaving the areas I want fast enough. My issue is my stomach area. 3 csections did a number on my body not to mention the last 3 babies were 10-12 pounds so ya it did a number on me. I just cant believe how hard it is to loose the stomach. But I guess having your muscles cut thru 3 times will make it that much harder.  Ive come to terms I will never have my cute body back but could I at least have a decent one. Im working my ass off literaly... took my measurements and wanted to puke LOL. But Im ok cause I know what Im working so hard for. Ive come to terms with the fact Im a lot bigger then i use to be. And Im trying to be comfy in my own skin. But damn it Im not. Im not wanting perfect just good. Everyone that knew me before I had the last 2 kids knows I put on a ton of weight. Pregnancy was not a cute thing for me lol. I am happy to say I have reached my first weight loss goal. I hit the 100 pounds lost mark!!!  I am so excited about that cause that was a big goal! But I did it! I still got about 70 to go before I am happy with my weight. But I had to share how well Im doing. I know its not enough, my doc made that clear to me already lol. My weight loss is a health issue. My diabetes has been out of control but I am happy to say that my sugar has not been out of control for about a month now. I am actually keeping my sugar levels low! So another good thing. Im feeling awesome and Im not tired all the time anymore. Im just very proud of myself for all this.I still have a hard road to go but give me the next 3 months and I will look even more different then I do now. :) So take it or leave it. If you like me now just wait cause the best is yet to come from me!!!  You just wait and see! I will do this for no other reason then I want it....